and to tell them my problems and stuff but most people are too self absorbed
but being up till 7am wasn’t
and this is why I don’t make an effort
think out of everything I’ve done in my life my biggest regret is going to boro college in my second year, such a waste of time, I could of been a time served joiner by now if I hadn’t of done that.. But at least I eventually found something I genuinely enjoy and am really good at, I feel sorry for people who hate going to college and work, who hate their boring lives and doing nothing but work, sleep and watch TV on the weekends, no one wants that life at all.
Can’t wait to get sorted and on my feet, start earning, move in with Jam and just be free of my oppressive and insane parents, absolutely sick of them both, especially my mam, she literally must have something wrong with her, there’s not a day goes by that I don’t think to myself “just shut the fuck up!” when around her.
I think my second biggest regret is being nasty to people who never deserved it (only a few people) I always end up getting lead astray cos I’m so damn shallow and quick to judge. I should make more of an effort to be nicer to certain people but it’s so hard, how can they expect me to respect them when they don’t even respect themselves.. This is namely about the female population, majority of you put yourselves in a position where you’re going to be judged and laughed at, fucking get a grip and don’t do stupid as fuck stuff, or just learn to take a joke
Been so annoyed all night for no reason, soon it’ll be friday.. I’m gonna get fucking wasted